So, this is my entry since very very long ago...  I wish I can write down something everyday, so one day I can read it and feel that the change in myself.

It seems like that the lowest point in my life has passed; the good things start to come back! hhhhhhhhhhuraaaaayyyyyy~ =)  First of all, there isn't any antipated travel to the hospital anymore.  This yr I've been to the hospital a lot of times.  I hope everyone good health!!!  Also, the job market seems pretty good still.  I think it's better to get back to look for jobs now!  And I am going to see my sister and Alex is coming sooooon!  Hopefully, I can manage to clean my room (ie throw away more stuff).  Sigh, there are so many memorible things (aka crap) in my bedroom now.  I really hope that one day I can throw away at least 1/2 of my notes and textbooks.  Also, at least 1/3 of the clothes in my closet!!!!! Com'on AMY! If you wanna get new stuff, you have to throw away the old ones first.. ARGH>>> so painful! =P